Saturday, February 14, 2009

reality of life

It’s Valentines Day! As if there’s a need to remind everyone about it. I was happy the whole day until Jen said that she decided to accept the job offer in Batangas. I do feel sad about it. Maybe I’m such a crybaby after all. My co-trainees in SWA are really wonderful and we all get along pretty well and it’s just so sad that Jen had decided to leave. It’s crazy because I can’t help but feel sad and can’t help my tears from falling down. We’re all like starting to build a wonderful friendship but I guess life has its way of making us sad and miserable. I don’t understand. Why do we meet good friends if we will only be separated from them? Isn’t it cruel? And I just hate thinking that everything happens for a reason. Silly.
I do feel sad right now. I just feel like good friends are just passing by in my life. Ah, I’m just a silly emotional person. I cry a lot. Cry for people who’ve touched my life knowing that soon they will be just a distant memory.
Sometimes I wish I have a hard heart so I will not end up crying or feeling sad or feeling sorry whenever someone leaves.
I’m tired of crying but it seems like it’s the only thing that can somehow relieve the sadness that dwells in my heart.

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