I’m disappointed of myself today. I think I’m not doing well in the training and so I disappoint my own self. I’m not being hard on myself I just can’t help feeling bad because maybe I know that I can do better but here I am not even doing the best that I can. I just need to write this down to release the stress and for me to have an outlet of my emotion. Darn it! Huh!
I’m also pissed off today. Darn. I’m annoyed seeing “these girls” here in the house. I can’t even use the Internet because this girl is using the other computer. I’m not just nice you know. Guess I’m just having this not so good time at work. It all started with the disappoint in myself and now everything around me seems annoying.
And I got to get real. Stop the illusion. Wake up and get real. Ah, I need to find something not so nice about him so that I will not like him. Ah, great! **deep sigh**
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