Heidi

This is just a usual day and since there's really nothing special goin on, thought of writing something about one of my friends in ILDAEIL - Heidi.
Known her for around a year and 3 months. She's one of the good friends that I met in the office but she has resigned already last December 31st.
I guess Heidi and I have shared good times and bad times. Though we've known each other for quite sometime, there were still some things that we just can't tell to each other.
We applied in China before but for some reasons we didn't continue - I wasn't totally ready to take that kind of challenge to work there and I wasn't so sure. I felt guilty because she depended her decision on me and I felt like I failed her.
Friendship is not just all about good times. I was really hurt when she didn't tell me that she's getting married. I felt betrayed. I felt like she took me for granted. I felt like she didn't trust me. I felt like I'm not her friend that I'm just a stranger who doesn't care what's going on in her life. I was really hurt. I felt so rejected.
What happened was maybe a way for me to realize that I haven't been a good friend to some of my friends too. I admit I've taken some of them for granted.
Maybe sometimes, there are just some things that we can't tell even to our close friends.
Anyway, I believe everything is okay now. I've learned to accept what happened.
I guess it's a good thing too that I was on leave during her last day in the office otherwise, I would just get so emotional. I'm such a crybaby I guess.
Well, life's like that. People just come and go.
Every person that touches our life will somehow leave something, a memory perhaps and lessons that will forever be with us till we walk through this road called life

[o@tm: 5pm]