Monday, January 7, 2008

emo

It’s back to work again. I really feel so lonely today. I still have a hang over about the days I spent at home. I wanna burst into tears thinking about home. I always get this feeling whenever I left home.
All I can do is think of the moments I had back home and how I wish I could rewind those times.
Darn I miss home! I miss my mother, my sisters and my niece. I miss them all. I really feel down right now. I wanna get over this feeling.
It’s a great help that my sister (Jasmine) is here otherwise I might just break down and cry.
Maybe I’ll get over this loneliness is a few days or a week or maybe weeks.
God! I wish I’m home.
The week that I’ve spent at home was great. I always feel wonderful being there. How can I write this feeling that I have? I wanna cry.
I’m worried about my sister too. Hope her hands will get better real soon.
Oh my!
I don’t feel good right now. I know that I’m gonna feel this way after vacation. I just can’t help it.
I wonder when I can get home again. I don’t like it here. I always feel alone and incomplete here.
Oh, God! What am I supposed to do? I need all the courage I can get to face another moment of my life.

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