foolish

Darn! This whole thing is really crazy! Dammit! (I'm not talking about blogging.)
Oh great! Why am I doing this? It's just so silly and stupid! I guess I'm just making myself foolish and stupid! Whatta heck!
Dammit! stupid!
** deep sigh***
Am I crazy? It's so funny and foolish that I'm into this kind of situation! Damn! Gotta forget about him!
The idea is just so absurd and maybe it's not real after all. It's no fairytale. I gotta wake up to reality! It's just so confusing and silly!
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
So crazy, so silly!
wake up wake up!
I wanna scream on top of my lungs (but I can't do it... they will be shocked and besides I should be somewhere else maybe on top of the mountain so that I can really scream!!!)
DAMN!
Naiinis ako sa sarili ko!