Few days ago I was in dilemma (and I guess I still am). Should I follow what my heart tells me or should I be practical and follow my head?
You see I'm indecisive... all right soooo indecisive.
It's not that I'm leaving my life to chances. Maybe I'm thinking too much about the future that it leaves me in a hopeless and confusing situation.
I don't know if I'm making the right decision right now. I should give it a try. I don't want to go through my life wondering "what if".
For like two years, I felt like my life was so monotonous. But it wasn't that bad actually. I wasn't fed up yet but sometimes I have to make a decision even if I'm unsure about it.
I have regrets about the decisions that I made but I don't want to hold on to it forever. I don't know where this road will take me this time but I do hope that it's something that will lead me to become a better person.
I'm leaving the life that I've known in Manila for a while. I'm going back to the place where my heart is and see what lies ahead for me there.
I will never ever know what I become there unless I will give it a try. Anyway, I can always come back and venture again.
I need to give up something so I can try something different. No more IWP.
Just like in the music of my life... whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open eyes and open arms...
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
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