I've been trying to figure out what to write but I just can't seem to find the right words.
I feel like my life is a flop. lately, I feel like I'm taking a road to nowhere and I just can't help but feel sorry for myself. I'm an optimistic person but at times the dark clouds block my sunlight, making me gloomy and hopeless.
Do I hate myself? I do at times. I hate myself for not knowing what I want. I hate myself for not knowing how to really live my life.I hate myself for being uncertain in my decisions. I hate myself for making my life complicated.
Oh dear! I want to cry. I just hate myself for being like this.
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take my hand, we'll walk a while, we'll talk a while...
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If your life is worth living, it's worth recording
- Marilyn Grey
at the beginning...
So this started when my friend, Anabelle pestering me about this blogging thing. I told her I'm not into it because there's really nothing to write about. I can't write about my every day since it's kinda monotonous and besides I don't want to embarrass myself when people find how nonsense (maybe) and barren (and another maybe) my blog is (or maybe my life is).
Until I thought that well... why not start a blog?
Well, thanks to her for convincing me. I owe this to her.
I used to keep a diary but I'm just too lazy to even open it (not to mention my last entry was dated May 23, 2007).
Now, how I wished I learned about this years earlier...
Anyway, I'm keeping track of my life. Maybe one day, I'll look back and realize how far I've been through.
So here I am, writing my thoughts and emotions, my emptiness and boredom, my happiness and sadness, my failure and success, my hearache and sorrow, my laughter and despair, my memories bad and good, my friends and family, and above all - my heart and soul.
Until I thought that well... why not start a blog?
Well, thanks to her for convincing me. I owe this to her.
I used to keep a diary but I'm just too lazy to even open it (not to mention my last entry was dated
Now, how I wished I learned about this years earlier...
Anyway, I'm keeping track of my life. Maybe one day, I'll look back and realize how far I've been through.
So here I am, writing my thoughts and emotions, my emptiness and boredom, my happiness and sadness, my failure and success, my hearache and sorrow, my laughter and despair, my memories bad and good, my friends and family, and above all - my heart and soul.
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About Me
- it's my life
- 1. These are the-not-so-many-things-about-me 2. A wandering soul on this planet. 3. Indecisive at times 4. Silly 5. Happy 6 I'm a crybaby too... not so happy about it 7. A listener 8. Hard to understand... okay sometimes eh 9. I have the heart of a child ^.^ 11. Simply complicated 12. Simply Me
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My Fave TV Programs
- Chef at Home
- ALIAS, 24
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