Teacher's Day

It's Teacher's Day in Korea and so we were given a white rose today and a chocolate. That's thoughful of them (A.M. etc) I guess.
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come down with a cold

Woke up not feeling really good today. Have a cold but can't call in sick. Anyway, glad everything just went fine today even if I don't really feel good.
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Forwarded from Ana...

(from pravsworld.com)













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Flower Festival

We have this so-called Flower Festival at the office. We have to wear anything that has flowers... dress, blouse, skirt and even decorate our station with some flower stuff..hmp... so-called Flower Festival... not much about it though.
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Mother's Day!

It's Mother's Day! Sent a text message to my sisters in Guimbal and greeted them a Happy Mother's Day.
I was supposed to meet Ruby today in Glorietta. Actually I was there but failed to meet her. I went to SM instead and bought some Polo tops on sale. I guess those were pretty.
I was also surprised when my friend Nathalie texted me and she's giving her greetings to my mother. I guess that was so thoughtful of her.
Called up at home and greeted my mother.

Happy Mother's Day!!!

that moment...

Ever felt like you're sickin' tired and that you don't want to think about tomorrow coz you know that everything would be the same and you'd be doing the same thing over and over and you wondered about your purpose and you felt kinda lost and when you go to bed at night you felt so tired and you're slowly drifted away to the darkness of the night while the TV was on and you waited for the TV show that you wanted to watch but there's no way to watch it because there's something wrong with the cable connection and since you're used of having the TV on while in bed you decided to watch a video instead and you selected a horror movie something like 28Weeks Later and because you're using VCD (leave alone your DVD is broken) you almost had your eyes closed before the first disc is finished and you realized you were so sleepy and for a moment you actually fallen asleep and then you woke up and it's time to change the disk but you were convinced that you're sleepy so you decided to turn off the TV and you heard your phone "meow" (because that's your message alert tone) and you saw that it was from your friend whom you asked to go to the mall tomorrow but her reply was so late so you just thought of reading it in the morning and then you went back to sleep again but... walla... you're not as sleepy as you thought you were and so you turned on the TV again and checked if the cable connection was okay already but unfortunately it's still the same so you just decided to finish the second disc and you continued watching it and there you really realized that you're sleepiness has gone away and the movie ended but still you're wide awake and so you drank a glass of water and checked out if the TV in the living room has a good cable connection but again there's none and so you went back to bed and thought of reading the text message that you received earlier and your friend agreed of meeting you tomorrow and that you'll just text each other and you received another text message from another friend and she said that your other friend texted her and she was touched by the thoughtfulness of her and the not-so-good-memories that you had with that friend of yours flashed back and you can't help but cry remembering the hurts that she once caused because you felt she didn't trust you and that she took you for granted and then you couldn't help those tears from falling and you asked yourself questions and how you wished there's someone really listening to you, a friend probably but they just couldn't hear you so you talked to God and you knew that He's listening and somehow you tried to stop crying afraid that someone might see your swollen eyes in the morning and then you just didn't know and you've drifted into the abyss of the night...
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A.P.E

We had our Annual Physical Exam today. Actually I was surprised when I saw the diagnosis: pre-hypertension (what's that? something that may lead to hypertension, eh?). Err... I mean I can't believe it. It's not that I feel something different or what. Anyways...
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breaking the silence

Tin-tin texted me today after months of silence and months of not hearing from each other. She's one of the good friends that I have but I guess we let the distance come between us.
Maybe I haven't been a good friend to her. I was actually ashamed and hesitant of texting her because I do not know what to say.
But it feels good that we're able to keep in touch after so long.
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Be strong...

Remember not everything has a happy ending.

And ending doesn't mean stop, it's just a way of telling us that there is a new beginning ahead of us. You should always be ready for the unpredictable.

It's easy to fall but hard to get up... But once you're up and back on track, you will be a better person.

That's the way of life, YOU DON'T JUST LIVE IT, YOU LEARN FROM IT.

frustrating...

You find the perfect love, but in a wrong time...
(How can it be perfect if it's in a wrong time...ummm.... just wondering)

You find the perfect guy/girl, but s/he's not in love with you....
(Well it's obviously because you're not perfect. I read in a book that you should be thankful if your partner is not perfect otherwise you are not worthy of him/her ;-))

You find the perfect guy/girl but you must be loyal to someone else...
(How can you be loyal to someone if your heart is cheating you?)

You got the perfect physique but no one takes you seriously...
(Umm...maybe because beauty is skin deep?)

You got the perfect personality just to be a friend of him/her...
(Maybe you got a perfect personality of a friend)

You got brains, but you got a frail heart...
(See no one's perfect!)

You find the courage but it's just to late...
(Sorry for yourself...)

You're ready to love but you find no one to love and love you back.
(Maybe you're ready to love but not ready to get hurt?...)

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no work today!

I sometimes have this things-need-to-be-done on my mind but sometimes I don't stick to it. Just like today, I was supposed to get my TIN ID and to go to the bank and to Market Market (which by the way I did) and to Guadalupe but well I just ended up in Market Market.
I don't have work today because of another excess day for this month.

bored

Was supposed to go to Market Market but I waited for the jeep for quite sometime and saw none. I was hesitant for a moment as to where to go (umm... undecided again). Since I was bored at home, I decided to go to Landmark and SM. Well, I know how to enjoy the company of my own self but I guess sometimes I just have too much of it...lol
Watched The Number 23 in the evening.
Yeah, I know my life is not interesting. It's boring at times too. But anyway, maybe afterall it's not as bad as others...ummm...just maybe
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Serendipity

It sure is one of the movies that I like. Serendipity... it sure sounds beautiful. But is there really a thing such as destiny?
Ummm... I don't know... how will I know? Maybe some things are true to some and there are just things that don't hold true to others.
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questions frm frndstr

1. Have u found the 1 u wanna spend ur
whole life with?
-> err, i don't think so
2. Are u happy with ur life now?
-> not really but i don't feel bad about it though
3. Do u think there's still a chance 4
past lovers to get back together?
-> maybe... it depends
4 . How did u spend ur Christmas last
year?
-> had work on the Christmas eve but spent the xmas in Manila (with my sister, niece, nephew and brother)/ went to Market Market with my niece in the afternoon.
5. Do u go for Simbang Gabi?
-> I used to when I was in Guimbal... there's actually something about it that gives me that different feeling.
6 . Who was ur Valentine's date?
-> ummm.. i remember i was at the office and had worked till 11 pm... not that bad though
7.What are you looking forward to next
week?
-> nothing really
8. What song are you listening to
right now?
->no song is playing on the background...
9 . Closest Sibling?
-> I'm pretty close to my sisters (Jasmine, Che, Helen, Inday)
10 . Last person hu texted you?
-> Gina
11. Last person u texted?
-> Gina
12. When was the last time u smiled?
-> moments ago
13 . Why?
-> read something funny
14. Ever loved someone so much that it
hurt?
-> kinda but not really
15 . What do you hate most about
school?
-> deadlines
16 . Mcdo or Jollibee?
-> Jollibee.
17 . Name one animal u hate most.
-> cockroach!
18. Still close to any of ur ex(s)?
-> huh...
19 . Would u kiss the last person who
kissed u?
-> geez
20.If u were in the mall, where wud u
probably go?
-> clothes section
21 . Do you think there's such thing
as Fate?
-> maybe
22. You spend most of your Friday
Nights where?
-> at the office
23. What were you doing an hour ago?
-> just here
24. If u cud have a special power what
wud it be?
-> invisible
25 . Do you know ur best friend's crush
(es)?
-> i guess so
26. Do u agree that usually the second
childs are the troublemakers?
-> no
28 . Do u like guy/girls with dimples?
-> doesn't matter
29. Honestly, do u think ur tall?
-> not at all
30. Who was your last escort on your
last prom?
-> friends...
31. Any hidden talents?
-> haven't discovered it yet
32. What's the connection between you
and the last person you texted?
-> my good friend
33. What is wrong with you right now?
-> bored and worried
34. Do you miss your first love?
-> :-)
35. When did you last cry?
-> not really cry but just some teary-eyes and that was last Wednesday
36. Do you drink?
-> not at all
37. Are you bored?
-> i am
38. What are you excited about?
-> vacation..
39. Do you care about what others
think of you?
-> of course
40. Do you think you'll be married in
10 years?
-> i really hope so...lol
41. When was the last time you kissed
and who was it?
-> geez
42. What do you look forward to in the
next 3 months?
-> i don't know
43. Who was the last person you called?
-> my mother
44. Who was the last missed call?
-> darn, there's something wrong with my phone and the missed calls are not showing...silly!
45. What were you doing at 9pm last
night?
-> i was at the office
46. Give me a random lyric from the
song you're listening to?
-> no music is playing now...
47. Would you cry if you found out you
were pregnant?
-> definitely
48.What makes you happy this
moment?!
-> I'm bored
49. Who can make you laugh at anytime?
-> anyone
50. Do you still talk to the last
person you dated?
-> no
51. Do you find it easier to forgive
or forget?
-> forgive
52. would you rather go to the mall or
nature trip?
-> nature trip
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Labor Day

Don't have work today ('excess day' for this month) and it also happens that it falls on Labor Day.
My sister's husband left for Doha.
Went to Landmark and bought some videos (28 weeks later, serendipity and Big Fish).

Watched 28 Weeks Later and it sent my heart pumping for what might happen. Ah, a heart-stopping horror. I guess it's better than 28 Days Later.
A real horror movie!

and by the way...
Went out with Mhyre and Tristan, Suzan, Ara, Abby, Ynah, and Weng last night after shift. We headed to Jollibee and talked things especially about what's going on in the office. We had a great time and I enjoyed their company. They're one of the good people at the office,
Learned some things about the hypocrites and leeches in the office. Darn! I hate them especially Miss Big Hypocrite/Fake (the pretentious headmaster)! A real crap in the office. Gosh! Shame on her! BIG shame on her. She's pathetic!
How dare her to smile at me when I'm looking at her and throw bad things behind my back (it wasn't that bad though but she's such a hypocrite and such a fake one).
My goodness! Why not look at herself first before making bad comments behind someone else's back? What does she think of herself? HYPOCRITE!!!
Why can't she just zip her mouth if there's nothing boosting she can say?

Don't you ever smile and say nice things again if behind those words and smiles are the BIG FAKE YOU!
Just thinking about it sends my eyebrows hitting the ceiling. Darn it!
Ah, I just wanna forget about it. I wish I can do it real soon and forget about her being FAKE!