nah

It's Wednesday once again. Nothing new, nothing special. Maybe this would be another ordinary and usual day of my life... just maybe... Anyway, my day hasn't officially started yet. Got this dream last night about my friends in high school and I wonder why I saw them in my dream.
Darn... I think I'm starting to miss someone... darn I miss him again... Oh my! I guess there are just some things in life that will remain distant and maybe you'll never have... ** sigh***
I've been really wondering about my life... like what I always do. I just feel so lost. What am I gonna do? I hope next year I will have a hint on what to do. It's just so hard not knowing what you really want. I guess my friend is right, I gotta focus on one thing - but how can I? I don't know what that one thing is. You see there are just so many things that I wanna do - I wanna learn French and Spanish, I'm still thinking if I should pursue a career in I.T/ computer related field, I want to study psychology too... darn there are just so many and I don't know where to start. I feel like I'm running out of time. I know I should start now, start somewhere else maybe.... My!
But I guess my biggest dream is to work with UN especially in improving the lives of children and women. I wonder if I'll ever have a chance to do it.
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