i love him

I'm just so happy. I never really expect to see his messages.. okay I was somehow half expecting it... Ummm...not really half, let's just say 20% expecting it... OMG! I hate this feeling, but I love it too and I love him!
Funny because I was actually eating my late dinner (it's actually my second time to eat tonight's dinner and I was really enjoying it and when I saw his offline messages I suddenly lose my appetite.. ha ha ha)... well it wasn't bad because I'm not supposed to eat tonight because it won't be used by my body anymore since I'm about to go to bed... anyways....
I'm just so happy and in love... am I really in love? Yeah, I know I am... it may really sound silly... I can't help it
He said he missed me too and that he loves me.. Oh my! ha haha ... what can I do? I'm just a girl... and I just want to be in love... and he made me fall for me...
There are just so many reasons why I love him. Things between us maybe full of uncertainties but I know I just have to cherish the moments.
I guess he just touched my life in a way that no one has ever done before. Silly as it may sound but if there's someone whom I would want to be with that would be him.
I love him even though I don't really know him that much... just like the song goes.... it's real love...
P.S. He's my LOL
(sept 20, 2007 1:20 AM)