Sunday with Nathalie

It still rained today but then Nathalie and I still went out. As planned, we went to Mall of Asia(MOA) but we haven't gone to Baclaran church. We went first to her cousin's place and we arrived past 1 pm. We we're starving when we got there so she ordered pizza from Pizza Hut for us.
We then headed to MOA. It was actually my first time to be there. And by the way, today was also my first time to ride in the LRT all by myself... ha ha ha... so glad I did it. See there's always a first time and today I had two-first-time-things that I did.
The place was really big and we haven't even seen the whole place yet because we never got much time to roam. We just kept on walking without knowing where to go.

(above was taken near Toy Kingdom. I just love Winnie the Pooh)

We then watched Resident Evil. Darn that was a fantastic movie and it was fun. I like it.
After the movie we strolled around the place.

Below is Nathalie posing in front of the merry-go-round.




We then had a healthy plate dinner at Kenny Rogers.

That was a yummy dinner.









(Sept 30, 2007 10:22 PM)

another day

Another day is almost coming to an end. I just stayed home all day long and the weather is pretty bad. It's been raining all day long. I slept almost 5 am yesterday after surfing the net and chatting with Ana and Arlene. Woke up around 9:30 when my niece told me that my younger sister(che) is on the phone.
Mother is in the hospital because of dehydration. How I wish I am there too to take care of her. Thank God I have mys sisters at home to take care of her. They said that she was brought to the hospital around 5 in the morning. Just call them up tonight and I'm relief to know that she's somehow okay now. In fact, I talked to her and she sounded fine now.


On the other hand, I heard from my mother that my brother-in-law did not pass the exam for fourth marine engineer. I feel sorry for him because I know that he really wanted to pass the exam. I learned that it was his second try.

**************
I took a nap in the afternoon and woke up past 5 pm.
Nathalie and I might meet tomorrow if it will not rain. We might go to Baclaran then to MOA.
I hope it will be sunny tomorrow.
(Sept 29, 2007 9:22pm)

Thanks

Have you ever thanked a friend for their smiles?
Their Hellos?
Their taps at your back?
Their way of calling your name?
All of the little and simplest form of love?
Imagine your friends would never do that anymore...
Small things usually go unnoticed but in reality they are always the ones that keeps us going.

Thanks for walking with me.
(Sept 29, 2007 8:30pm)

friends for life

I never thought that yesterday was Arlene's last day in work. I understand why she made that decision. She deserves to be treated more than what the company has shown her.

It's just so hard to let go of a friend whom you have shared so much happy, crazy and sad moments. I wasn't able to hold back my tears when I got her text messages. Darn... I hate them for treating her like that. I would surely miss the things that we used to do in the office. The laughters that she shared will forever echo in my ears. The stories that she told will forever be remembered.

I'm really sad that things ended this way but then I can't blame her. I wish her all the best. I know there are much better opportunities that awaits her... of course!

The day just went by as usual although it's still different without her. We were just glad to meet her after shift. We met her at McDonald's together with Mhyre, Ara, Sara and Ana. Susan, Jam and Dhel were also there. If only Dhel was not there then maybe we got the chance to chat with Arlene more. I know the conversation will not be comfortable with Dhel being there.

It rained so hard on our way home. I went home together with Mhyre and her boyfriend (it's good to know that they are back together... I hope they can just start anew and learned something from what happened in the past) Tristan hailed the taxi.

I was partly soaked when I got home. The water on the street was like ankle-high.

It's a good feeling to end the night with a conversation with Belle and Arlene. I was happy chatting with them. It was really a lot of fun not to mention that it was our first time together to chat.

How I love them!

Hope to spend more time with them again. I know that people just come and go and sometimes even friends do. Whatever the future holds, I know that they have made a mark in my heart that time cannot erase.

To Arlene: I know I'll still meet you as I travel this road called life. Friends for life
(posted sept 09, 2007 3:50 am)

chat with friends

I chatted with two of my good friends tonight. This is actually the first time that we chatted together.
It feels really so good talking with them.
Angels are so busy that God sent some ordinary people in our lives... those ordinary people are what we call FRIENDS... they may not be angels from heaven but they are angels that dwell here on earth...

*** conversation with arlene and anabelle****


arlene empalmado has joined the conference.

carrie bradshaw has joined the conference.

arlene empalmado: oi! hehehe..
geleen c: ayan
geleen c: ha ha ha
carrie bradshaw:
carrie bradshaw: sorry im late
geleen c: hay naku
carrie bradshaw: for pai?!
arlene empalmado: sino yang carrie bradshaw na mapagfeeling na yan??? hahahaha!!!!
arlene empalmado:
geleen c: ha haha... hay naku ambisyosa yan
carrie bradshaw:
geleen c:
carrie bradshaw: hoy arlene
carrie bradshaw: sori kanina
arlene empalmado: aha!!! anabel??? ikaw ba yan? hehehe..
carrie bradshaw: wehehe
geleen c: hahaha.. oo sya yan
carrie bradshaw: bakit di ka nag stay ng matagal?
arlene empalmado: mapag-carrie bradshaw pa ito.. may nalalamang ganwon??? hahahaha!!!
carrie bradshaw: ay si moi nga pla
carrie bradshaw: hoy!
arlene empalmado: asan na yung iba nating kasama sa sindikato? sina mhyre? ara? sarah? hehehe//
carrie bradshaw: si mhyre baka hindi makapag online yun
geleen c: hay naku sana si antonio online din para invite natin... ng magka bistuhan na..
carrie bradshaw: ksama si tristan
carrie bradshaw: correct!
arlene empalmado: ayun papasok na sa offce at uuwi na rin maya-maya yun kasi hinahassle rin sila sa ofc nila kaya magreresign na rin ito. hahaha!!
arlene empalmado: sabay pa kami. kumustahin nyo naman...
arlene empalmado: uy, wag!!!
carrie bradshaw: winelcome mo na sha sa club mo?
arlene empalmado: parang awa nyo na... wag si antonio... (arte?? hahahaha!!!)
arlene empalmado:
carrie bradshaw:
geleen c: ANTONIO ANTONIO WE WANT ANTONIO!!!!
arlene empalmado: luka-luka!!!
arlene empalmado: hahahaha!!!
carrie bradshaw: cheer daw ito?
arlene empalmado: corvenge! hahahaha!!!
geleen c: yehey! who wants ANTONIO????
arlene empalmado: musta naman sa office kanina?
geleen c: ang pangit ng cheer ha ha ha
carrie bradshaw: ayun,bumaha
arlene empalmado: kumustahin mo, ilang oras kaming magkatext nun ni marianne.. dramahan ever kami. hehehe...
carrie bradshaw: ng luha
geleen c: anong sabi nya?
geleen c: c antonio ba ung cnsabi mong magreresign?
arlene empalmado: ha? hindi..
arlene empalmado: si moi ang magreresign.. ano vah yan? hahahaha!!!
carrie bradshaw: ah
geleen c: ah akala ko si antonio
geleen c: ah? un lang masasabi mo carrie?
geleen c:

arlene empalmado: kumusta ka naman carrie? hehehehe...
arlene empalmado:
carrie bradshaw: mag uupload ako ng pics
geleen c: buti naman naisip mo yan
carrie bradshaw: habang inaapload mag chikahan tyo
arlene empalmado: ayan!!! masaya yan!!!
geleen c: alangan namang magkantahan tau d ba?
arlene empalmado: ilalagay ko yan sa friendster ko!! woohoo!!! hahahaha!!!
geleen c:

arlene empalmado:
carrie bradshaw: anu ba yang smiley na yan
arlene empalmado: videoke ba ito? hahahaha!!!
geleen c: ha ha ha.. inggit ka noh
carrie bradshaw: hindi ko makita
carrie bradshaw: lam nyo ba, nagkakilala na ang kapatid ko at si mama sarah
arlene empalmado: ahay! talaga?
carrie bradshaw: oo nagkasabay sila sa taxi
carrie bradshaw:
arlene empalmado: anong nangyari madam? type ba nilang isa't-isa .. yun nmaan... hehehe...
carrie bradshaw: malalaman natin yan bukas
carrie bradshaw: hoy, ano ba tong inaapload ko, puro si chenny!!!
geleen c: hala si ara stranded sa shell pasong tamo.. dun na sya magpapalipas ng gabi
arlene empalmado: ha??? nako... kawawa naman si ara.. kami nga, di rin makaalis dito gurl eh..
carrie bradshaw: hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaa?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
carrie bradshaw: asan kayo????????
geleen c: oa ka naman daming 'H' eh ganun din naman un... ha ha ha
carrie bradshaw: pasmado ako eh
arlene empalmado: hahahaha!!!!
arlene empalmado: kamay na bakal ba naman... hahahahaha!!! joke!
geleen c: ha ha ha...kawawa ka naman
arlene empalmado:
carrie bradshaw: oo!tatagos sa laman mo!
geleen c: ung alin? ung ulan?
carrie bradshaw: ay ang slow...hehe...joke
carrie bradshaw:
geleen c: uy arlina nagpapasabi pla ng "hi" si chenny kanina nalimutan kong sabihin sau
geleen c: syempre slowly but surely
geleen c: ah yung kamay na bakal
carrie bradshaw: nagugutom ako
geleen c: kelan ka ba hindi nagutom? may sawa ata sa bituka mo eh
carrie bradshaw: anaconda!gaga!
carrie bradshaw:
carrie bradshaw: bakit arlene empalmado ang nakalagay dito?
geleen c: ay.. ha ha ha... ew...
geleen c: kasi proud sya
carrie bradshaw:
arlene empalmado: sensya na gurls ha.. nag-offline msg lang ako kay antonio eh..
arlene empalmado:
carrie bradshaw: arlene empalmado ang name mo?
arlene empalmado: matinding compisition ang ginawa ko. dumugo ang ilong ko! hahahaha!!!
geleen c: eh ikaw carrie bradshaw... !
carrie bradshaw: yessszzz.
arlene empalmado: yun nga eh.. di ko mapalitan ang lintek kong pangalan dyan!
arlene empalmado: pano ba papalitan yan? gusto ko, arlina..
carrie bradshaw: pano ba yun geleen?
carrie bradshaw: anu naman sinabi mo kay antonio?
geleen c: hay naku! 21st century na ano ba?
geleen c: cno nagsabi kay antonio ng ano?
carrie bradshaw: si arlene
carrie bradshaw: nag-offline mssg
geleen c: ah ok... islow nga eh
arlene empalmado: hahahaha!!!
arlene empalmado: kumustahijn naman natin yan... hehehehe..
carrie bradshaw: anu cnabi mo?
geleen c:

carrie bradshaw: sa mssg?
arlene empalmado: kaaliw chong!!! ambilis ng youtube ditosa laptop! yahoo!!! hahahaha!!!
carrie bradshaw: ano music mo?
arlene empalmado: kung anik-anik..
geleen c: sosyal.. anik anik
arlene empalmado: ay! pakinggan nyo to.. george micheal-i can't make you love me..
geleen c: ano muna ung anik anik?
geleen c: parang ngongo
arlene empalmado: aling anik-anik?
arlene empalmado: kaninong anik-anik?
arlene empalmado: hehehe...
geleen c: ung sabi mo ung kung anik anik
geleen c: check mo kaya
carrie bradshaw: may tama!
arlene empalmado: ako ba nagsabi?
arlene empalmado: ah.. ako nga... hehehe..
geleen c: opo check mo pa
carrie bradshaw: may tama!!!!
arlene empalmado: anik-anik= ano-ano.. salitang vaklah! hahahaha!!!
geleen c: ha ha ha... ano nga ba yung anik anik?
geleen c: wla ka ng gnawa carrie kung di "may tama"
carrie bradshaw:
arlene empalmado: hahahahaha!!!
arlene empalmado: corvenge!
carrie bradshaw: anik-anik!
geleen c: anik anik si arlina!
arlene empalmado: haay... dyosme... balik na naman sa dati ang buhay ko...next week...
arlene empalmado:
geleen c:
carrie bradshaw: pigilan mo
geleen c: cno?
arlene empalmado: kumustahin nyo, di ko na naman alam kung saan ako kukuha ng pangkain nito.. hahahaha!!!
geleen c: ay... kumanta ka muna jan bka bigyan ka ng barya
carrie bradshaw: yung pabalik na buhay nya sa dati
carrie bradshaw:
carrie bradshaw:
arlene empalmado: korek!
carrie bradshaw: arlina, mag business kayo ni moi
arlene empalmado: bum kung bum na naman si ulol!!!
carrie bradshaw: yung mga damit
arlene empalmado: hahahhaa!!!!
geleen c: oo nga... d naman ako bumibili ha ha ha
carrie bradshaw: kaya nyo yun
geleen c: wow optimistic si carrie
carrie bradshaw: target nyo mg call centers
geleen c: aba!
arlene empalmado: yun nga.. buti na lang may magsasalba sakin.. yung mga damit.. kaya bumili kayo sakin oi! hahahaha!!!
carrie bradshaw: kung ala lang ako work, gagawin ko magtinda ng mga anik-anik
geleen c: ayan binibigyan ka ng idea ni carrie! sya magrarampa ng damit nyo
carrie bradshaw: correct!
geleen c: ha ha ha.. oo nga no.. tuloy mo na ung mga anik anik
carrie bradshaw: geleen sori kani na! nagmura ako sa tabi mo....hehe
carrie bradshaw: patawad
carrie bradshaw:
geleen c: ano un?
geleen c: ah.. sus eh ikaw pa
carrie bradshaw: yung pagtawid natin
carrie bradshaw: hehe
geleen c: uy ala na si anik anik naubos card nya
geleen c: huhuhu
geleen c: na upload mo na ba?
carrie bradshaw: ang bagal ng pc!!!!!!!!!!
carrie bradshaw: hindi pa tapos
carrie bradshaw: baka bukas pato
geleen c: hay baka next year pa yan
carrie bradshaw: asan ba daw sila?
geleen c: cno?
geleen c: si ara?
carrie bradshaw: sina arlene?
geleen c: d ko alam.. ttx ko lang
carrie bradshaw: y now plng sya offline
carrie bradshaw: ?
geleen c: ewan.. tnx ko na sya
carrie bradshaw: ubos n nga card nya...hindi n yun mg oonline
geleen c: d na sya nakapagreply.. oo nga.. si ara naman andun pa rin at may nakuryente daw malapit dun
geleen c: add mo ko sa multiply ha
carrie bradshaw: okie
carrie bradshaw: naiinis ako sa pc.
carrie bradshaw: mabagal
geleen c: sabihin mo lang if mag oofline ka... nagsusurf lang ako dito sa kung ano anong site.. magbblog na rin ako... invite na nga kita sa blogspot
carrie bradshaw: okie
geleen c: pano ba mag invite dun?
carrie bradshaw: try kita invite.
carrie bradshaw: ano ba syo?
geleen c: munchkinxo ata.. check mo lang
carrie bradshaw: pano nga ba?
geleen c: pano ung mag invite sa blogspot? ikaw nga jan nagpasimula eh..
carrie bradshaw: hinahanap ko
carrie bradshaw: kasi ala nman ako friends dto
geleen c: cge hanapin mo
carrie bradshaw has left the conference.

sunscreen

I visited a certain blog yesterday and I came across this video from youtube. The content was a little bit familiar though. I guess I've heard it or read it somewhere else... I just can't recall where.
Anyway if you visit youtube try to search for 'everybody's free to wear sunscreen'. You maybe find it soppy or it may inspire you but for me? It inspires me.
Some of my fave lines...

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.

- I especially love this line because I can relate to it. I admit that I feel bad not knowing what to do with my life.
I'm 24 and still I'm wondering where I'm leading. Sometimes I envy those who know what they really want. Some have already plans as to what they will be in the years to come.
If I'm gonna ask myself what I'll be 3 years from now, I would not be able to answer it or if I could give an answer it would be 'I don't know.'
Sometimes how I wished I could go back and planned something for my life. But if I could just unwind the hands of time, maybe I would still not know it.
Funny how my friend told me yesterday about his plans in life. That in a certain time he will be able to be what he wants. Good for him I guess.
I remember a year ago, while I was out of job, I would often go to the beach to unwind and think about my life, asking myself where would I be in the years to come.
Maybe I'm just being worried and paranoid...

Well, I guess maybe life is really like that... sometimes...it's just so confusing...

What else can I do? Maybe it's just me being me. That's just the real me I guess... confuse and lost... well, it's not that bad to be like me =)...anywayz....

Maybe when I'm 40 life is still interesting... see I'm being optimistic...
Maybe a year or two I'll read this and see what I have become or better yet someone would really be kind enough and remind me this.


Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't, maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't, maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself, either. Your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's.

Yeah right... but I still wanna get married and have children and grandchildren. I still wanna grow old with the person I love.



Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good.

Certainly. No one else can give you true and unconditional love than your parents. Treasure them.
I've never been a really good daughter especially when I was a kid. I guess I've never really shown my father how much I love him.


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(here's the complete copy I found in google)

Everybody's Free
(to wear sunscreen)
Mary Schmich
Chicago Tribune

Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '97... wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be IT.

The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience.

I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.

You are NOT as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.


Sing.
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.


Floss.
Don't waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.


Stretch.
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium.

Be kind to your knees, you'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't, maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't, maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself, either. Your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's. Enjoy your body, use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance. Even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good.

Be nice to your siblings; they are your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography in lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.


Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you'll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.

myself

*** just me ***

just a thought

I love reading. It inspires me and it makes me see the wonder of life, love, failures and even gives me the courage to be strong.
I love contemplating the thought that it instills in my mind. Here are some of my favorite quotes/ lines.
These are actually from the book 11 Minutes by Paulo Coelho.

In love, no one can harm anyone else; we are each responsible for our own feelings and cannot blame someone else for what we feel.

- That's when we fall in love. We just can't blame the other person for making us fall in love with them. We just simply love them because we were born with the gift of love.

That is the true expression of freedom: having the most important thing in the world without owning it.

- True. We don't own anyone else. They have their own life to live and we have our own. Love is embracing the person and knowing how to let go when needed.

Love is not to be found in someone else, but in ourselves; we simply awaken it. But in order to do that, we need the other person. The universe only makes sense when we have someone to share our feelings with.

- We don't live only for ourselves. Life without love is a series of dull moments and every day is nothing but lost memories.

It's enough just to love him, to be with him in my thoughts and to color this lovely city with his steps, his words, his love.

- Unconditional love.

Really important meetings are planned by the souls long before the bodies see each other.

- Maybe destiny is after all real. We just don't meet by chance. There are reasons why we meet along the way.

back then

As I grow old, my realizations about life become deeper, problems get bigger, situations become more complicated and I know that you are just like me...
Sometimes we wish we could go back...
Back to the time when the only man in our life was our dad, our only best friend was our mom, and any pain could be healed by just a band aid and a lollipop...


I guess it's true. Sometimes we wish we could go back to those times when we were carefree and thought that life was nothing but just a big playground where we are free to run, laugh, cry and get hurt.
Those were the moments of innocence. The moments of simple life.
But those moments were long gone. Life changes.
Our pains could no longer be cured by a band aid nor by a lollipop. We shed tears and cry our selves to sleep hoping things will be better when we wake up.
We meet people along the way.
Meet new friends and even lose the old ones. How sad but it's true. But if we're going to think about it, we know that deep down inside we haven't truly lose them... they are just there waiting for the moment when our paths will cross again.
We meet new love somewhere down the road. We got this feeling of happiness and heartaches. We embraced the love that we found and cried for broken promises.
Well, life still goes on with the hope that tomorrow we might find real love. We still hold on to what we believe and what our hearts feel.
Everyday may not be a piece of cake but we never surrender.
Who knows tomorrow might be a better one...
Until then, I'll live my life. Maybe tomorrow you'll be there waiting for me too...
(September 22, 2007 2:24 AM)

another week

Another week is over. Well, I guess it's just the usual week. Anyway, I'm thankful for another day in my life.
I guess days are just passing so quickly. Just living my life one day at a time.
I think Mhyre and her boyfriend is back together again... well, that's love. People fight and make up.
My week was just okay.
Tomorrow is my sister's birthday.
Don't have any plans to go out tomorrow. I might just stay home for a change... ha ha ha

where is he?

Why is true love so hard to find?
Is there really someone who is destined for each of us?
I'm not looking for an ideal man for I know I may not find him. I just wanna find someone who would need me too. Someone who will be happy to be with me. Someone who would like to spend his life with me.
Someone to cry on. Someone who can share my laughter. Someone who will hold my hands. Give me a hug and show me he cares.
Someone who would hold me tight. Someone who would like to walk with me under the rain.
I just wanna find true love.
Where is he?
Is he also searching for me?
When can I find him?
IS every step we take will lead us to each other?
(Sept 21, 2007 1:12 Am)

what am I supposed to do?

I'm just so confused and unsure. It was just like yesterday when I was so sure and now I'm having doubts... or maybe it's more of confusion.
It was just yesterday when I was so in love but now I don't know. I still love him but does he really love me? I really don't know. Maybe it's just me who is having this kind of feeling.
But I know that I still love him because he is all the I can think of. Thinking of him makes me smile and makes me feel loved. It's just so hard. Maybe I'll never understand it.
What am I supposed to do?
Does he really love me? Does he mean it when he says I love you? Does he also think of me?
Why is love so complicated?
I wish I know how he really feels for me. I wish I know if he really loves me or not so that I can just move on and to start something anew.
Why is true love so hard to find?
When can I find my true love?
Is he also looking for me?

i love him

I'm just so happy. I never really expect to see his messages.. okay I was somehow half expecting it... Ummm...not really half, let's just say 20% expecting it... OMG! I hate this feeling, but I love it too and I love him!
Funny because I was actually eating my late dinner (it's actually my second time to eat tonight's dinner and I was really enjoying it and when I saw his offline messages I suddenly lose my appetite.. ha ha ha)... well it wasn't bad because I'm not supposed to eat tonight because it won't be used by my body anymore since I'm about to go to bed... anyways....
I'm just so happy and in love... am I really in love? Yeah, I know I am... it may really sound silly... I can't help it
He said he missed me too and that he loves me.. Oh my! ha haha ... what can I do? I'm just a girl... and I just want to be in love... and he made me fall for me...
There are just so many reasons why I love him. Things between us maybe full of uncertainties but I know I just have to cherish the moments.
I guess he just touched my life in a way that no one has ever done before. Silly as it may sound but if there's someone whom I would want to be with that would be him.
I love him even though I don't really know him that much... just like the song goes.... it's real love...
P.S. He's my LOL
(sept 20, 2007 1:20 AM)