Monday, December 31, 2007

It's my Day!

I'm 25 today! My! Time flies so fast. Sometimes, I just can't believe that I'm 25 already. I'm not sad about it. I should be thankful because I'm able to reach this age.
Anyway, I got a lot of text messages from my friends who greeted me a happy birthday and I was just so glad about it.
My high school friends whom I haven't heard of for years also greeted me.
My sisters were at my room when I woke up and it feels so great to feel so special on your special day.
I was still so sleepy when they woke me up and greeted me and I think it was my mom who kissed me a happy birthday (I didn't know coz my eyes were still closed. I was really so sleepy).
Oh my! It's such a wonderful feeling to be home.
Every moment is so precious.
We spent the day preparing for the New Year.
My brother-in-law's brother and 2 of his relatives came over for the New Year.
We then attended the 8 PM mass and went home.
New Year is just hours away.
I always love this time of the year.

[o@tm]

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Sunday at home

We woke up early today to attend the 5 A.M. mass. That's the Sunday morning habbit at home.
Haven't been to church for quite sometime.
I hate waking up so early but today is an exception. I think it will take a long time again before I can go to church with my whole family.
In the afternoon, I went to the city with my two sisters(Nang Len and Inday) and my niece (Sage) to shop for groceries and to buy stuff for the New Year.
Susan also called me up while I was on my way home. That's so nice of her to call me up.
It was a tiring day but it was great.
I'm happy to be home.
my dear niece



[o@tm:10:30 pm]

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Glad to be home!

Today is the day! Gina and I did our last minute shopping. We went to Tulay (Guadalupe) after the shift and we bought some presents. I bought a duster for my aunt and jelly shoes for my cousin (Maryjane). Left for the airport around 2:30 am. My flight scheduleis actually 5 in the morning but since our place is a little bit far, I left the house early (and not to mention I was just so excited to come home - I didn't really mind waiting for long hours there) I'm just so glad to be back home. Nobody fetched me in the airport but it's okay. Anyway, I told them that I can handle myself. My niece and sister waited for me at the "crossing". My niece is just so cute! My mother and my sisters were really glad to see me and I felt the same way too. It feels so great to see them again. I was awake for more than 24 hours since yesterday so I took a nap in the afternoon. We then went to the cemetery. It's our saturday's habbit to visit my father and grandmother's tomb. It was just this evening that they opened the Christmas presents that I gave them. I actually told them to open it earlier but then they waited for me to arrive. It feels so great to be home. How I wish this time would stand still. [o@tM]






I'm exhausted from my trip but it feels great to be home again.

Gengen - she loves to pose! Got this pic a few moments when I got home

Friday, December 28, 2007

Last Day in work before I go on vacation

Went to work today. I actually planned to get absent but I just can't do it because of some reasons. Since I won't be around on Monday, my office mates just greeted me a happy birthday.
I was really glad.

Got this from Chona. I was so touched by the gesture. I didn't expect it.




Cute cake and a candle to make a wish



[o@tm]

I'm coming home!

Now I have this familiar feeling again... the feeling of excitement and longing. I'm now excited to come home. Got a ticket now and off I'll go tomorrow morning. Have a scheduled flight at 5 am and I guess it's pretty good.
I'm supposed to be sleeping till now but my sister called me up so I was up earlier than usual.
I'm so blessed having my family. They're really making me feel that I found a home in them. Home will always be home. HOme sweet home.
P.S. Got a call from Ruby (one of my friends here) I thought she's in Antique already but I found out that she was not allowed to have a leave so she'll be going home tomorrow.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

unclear

Glad the sun is up today. Don't have a ticket yet. 2 more days to go...

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Rainy Wednesday

Woke up feeling so gloomy because of the weather. You know sometimes your surrounding can affect your mood too. Sometimes when it rains, it makes me melancholic and I wonder why I am here not somewhere else. I just don’t like it when it rains sometimes. It makes me feel so alone.
I hope it will be sunny tomorrow. Three more days before Saturday – the day when I’m supposed to go home and I wonder why I’m not that so excited. I’m looking forward to it but unlike before it’s not that exciting… maybe because I don’t have a ticket yet and it’s just so costly. Oh my!
I need to take a break.


My niece (Mai-Mai) and I went to Market Market yesterday. It’s actually the nearest mall to our place (anyway, our place is just so accessible to a lot of shopping centers). I guess I haven’t been out with her for quite a long time, maybe months or a year.

The mall was packed with people. Children as well as adults are in a festive mood.

And here are the Christmas trees in front of the mall entrance. Last year there was only one tall Christmas tree but now they made it three though it's a bit smaller than before.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

It's Christmas!

It's Christmas Day! It's not snowing nor cold outside but surely the spirit of Christmas is in the air.
Had a simple CHristmas celebration with my sister and her 2 kids as well as my brother and Ate Neng, Nong Romy and Marvin.
I guess I was just right on time to come home for Christmas.



Last night too while in the cab with Gina and Heidi, the taxi driver is with his son as Christmas eve is coming. We asked him why he's with his father but didn't catch his answer. It makes me realize that a lot of people can't spend Christmas with the whole family... some have work to do eventhough they really want to spend Christmas with their family.
The thing here is we need to appreciate what we have for there are hundreds or even thousands of people who are all alone and feeling cold while the rest of the world is in a festive mood.
I guess I'm still lucky... I am still lucky. When I get off the cab I gave the boy (his name is Randy - the taxi driver's son)just a small present and the driver said that he'll safely bring my friend to her place. I was just so moved by what he said and I got off the cab having the lightest feeling.
Got a present from Mhyre and Marianne last night too.

Monday, December 24, 2007

all done

Finally I've finished my Christmas shopping yesterday! Everything is packed and ready. Just a few hours left and it will be Christmas Eve.
I have work today till 11 pm. Maybe I can get back to the hpuse before Christmas.
Honestly I still wish I am home. Miss spending Christmas at home. Hopefully I can get an available flight on the 29th.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Stepmom


It’s been quite some time since the last time that I cried watching a movie. The movie that I’ve seen last night wasn’t actually sappy but I don’t know for some reasons I found my tears falling.
It’s just so touching on how a woman pretends to be strong but deep inside she’s falling apart.
It was kinda surprising how a mother pronounced nonchalantly to her children that she has a cancer. It sure hurts badly. Yeah, I know it’s just a movie but that thing happens in real life.
Saying goodbye is definitely not easy especially knowing that you’ll not gonna see that person again.
We always make ourselves believe that even if we can’t see them but still they are there watching over us, listening and all those stuff. Still reality bites. It hurts us and maybe life will never be the same again.
We keep holding on to the memories that we have and deep inside we still wish we could turn back the hands of time and do it all over again.

[w: yesterday:2315]

From Landmark To Market Market

Christmas shopping isn’t always easy. You have to look for the right stuff, which you think is right for the right person. You have to at least find something that you like, it’s like buying gifts according to your taste (maybe I’m just the only one who has that idea). The thing is if I don’t personally like it then how can I give it to someone else? I gotta choose something that I like and give it to them.
I surely enjoy shopping but it could be damn tiring too. A day or two I think is not enough to look for a present. I can’t just pick up anything else that’s why it takes me a long time to shop.
Well, I’m glad that I’ve already bought more than half of the presents that’s on my list. I still have today to finish my xmas shopping..
I was really tired and my feet and legs ache yesterday but anyway I’m happy and relieve. Got home around 9 pm yesterday. A half a day shopping is surely not enough.
Hopefully I could finish my Christmas shopping today.
[w: yesterday:2130pm]

Saturday, December 22, 2007

pictures pictures

WE had our sort of account xmas party yesterday... oh well party is I believe not the right term. I was disappointed actually...hmp... anyway just thought of keeping memories with my friends.





Friday, December 21, 2007

all the small things

It's DK's Christmas party! Thank God I found the item that is on Grace's wish list. Bought these earring in Guadalupe. She said she wants 20 pieces of earrings (which costs P10 each).

Susan also gave me this cute socks yesterday.



and of course with a note that says:



My friends and I


Thursday, December 20, 2007

untitled

The weather is pretty good today.
We have our Christmas Party tomorrow and I haven't finished buying presents yet.
Got these pictures taken last night while most of us were tired and sleepy.



Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Kate

Kate (Karen Kate Ramos) went to the office yesterday to submit her resignation letter but too late because she was already terminated...
She used to be my buddy. A nice person and maybe a lot of people misunderstood her. She's bubbly and straight-forward the reason why some think that she's an airhead. Known her for a month or so but then I can say that she's not what most of the people in the ofc think she is.
She's nice and maybe I'll never have the chance to know her more coz she no longer works in the office. She was terminated for being absent because she got sick and was absent for quite some time.
Oh, well... The company that I'm working with is not really okay... no wonder a lot of people are resigning... I might as well resign too... gotta figure out my next move yet...
Kate

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

another 25 cents

Last night while I was about to get off the jeep I saw another 25 cents. Hmmm... What does it mean? I'm not really the type who seek for the meaning of things around me but I just can't help but wonder. I wonder if some people would also pick it up whenever they saw one... oh well...
Anyways, I'm kinda surprised to read Jenny's e-mail. She's my student before. I tried to e-mail her once but it didn't get through.
It feels good that she still remembers me.
Also called home today and spoke to my sister.
It's Tuesday once again and oh well I still don't like this day.

Monday, December 17, 2007

fine weather

Just a fine weather - the sun is up and it's a little bit hot.
Arlene, Sally and Abby dropped by in the office today.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Christmas Shopping

Went out for Christmas shopping. Got so many people on my list yet I've only brought presents for 4 people. Honestly it's really hard to look for a present that they will like.
Anyway, I still have the 22nd and 23rd to finish buying the christmas presents. Kinda tired today.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

home after 2 years

My sister, Jasmine, went home in Iloilo. Good there wasn't much emotional moments. She stayed here for 4 days. WE talked about so many things during her stay here and we even stayed up till 3 am just chatting with each other. Even if I was really so sleepy, yet I tried to ignore it since I wanna chat with her.
She's such a wonderful sister.
She's great!

Friday, December 14, 2007

25 cents


5 Days ago in the MRT station I found a 25 cents but I didn't bother to pick it up then suddenly I felt a little bad for not picking it up. It made me think why oftentimes we ignore those little things - or maybe it's just me being like that.
And then just this afternoon I saw another 25 cents on the street. I was about to ignore it again but when I was about to cross the road there's a coming car. So I went back to the safe side of the road and picked it up.
I guess sometimes we tend to ignore the little things around us.
Just like in life, we tend to take for granted the simple gestures - holding hands, a pat on the back, a smile and all those simple things.
Maybe there's a lesson that I should learn from that 25 cents.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

bury the hatchet

Been having this bad feeling lately. Maybe I should try to forgive and forget about what happened. I should try to bury the grudges or whatever this feeling I'm holding. Maybe I would feel better if I will just accept things as they come and just learn a lesson from it.
Maybe everything will be okay soon. Maybe everything will go back to normal... maybe...
(I gave Heidi a sorry note and she gave me this drawing)

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

emotionally tired

I'm emotionally tired these past few days. Thank God my sister is at least there to ease this feeling that I have.
I guess I'm just so affected with the misunderstanding that I have with Heidi. I heard she's even resigning this January (She's going to Korea). Honestly I don't wanna think about it coz it just brings me tears. I didn't even talk last night while on our way home.
I'm tired emotionally and I guess it really shows. I don't know if they notice it but I just wanna get away and free myself from everything.
I'm such a crybaby!
Oh my! I don't know what to do. I'm just so tired.
Talked with my sister last night and we stayed up for almost 3 am. I guess it's also the reason why I'm feeling groggy. But it feels great talking with her.
I'm not in the mood to hold a class.
I don't know what to do. I honestly feel tired.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

sister

My sister arrived today so we fetched her at the airport. It's such a wonderful feeling to see her and spend time with her again. She'll be here for a month. I missed her a lot.
Got an mp3 player as birthday gift from my borther(Jun) and his wife (Ging).
I'm just so happy.

Monday, December 10, 2007

can't believe it

I thought were friends... I just don't understand why she kept it from me. I feel so bad because Heidi - whom I thought was a good friend of mine kept from me that she's getting married. She actually got married a few days ago and was shocked because I feel like she doesn't trust me and that she's taken my feelings for granted. I believe that if you consider a person as your friend then you wouln't hide such thing from her or him.
I really don't understand why she kept it from me. She was on leave for more than a week and Gina and I were wondering what happened to her and then today I overheard from AJ and Heidi herself about the wedding. I feel so bad that I can't help but cry.
I feel betrayed. I feel so bad.

one more day to go

Yep! Just one more day to go and my sister's arriving! Can't wait for tomorrow. I thought she's arriving today but maybe there was some changes in her flight sched. Well, I'm looking forward to see her. Gonna fetch her at the airport tomorrow.
Hoping for a sunny weather tomorrow.
Actually these past few days the weather was not really good. I mean I found it gloomy.
Oh well...

The Holiday


I think this movie is really awesome. Exchanging house for a couple of weeks with a complete stranger is pretty amazing. A real holiday getaway and maybe a once in a lifetime experience.
I found the movie pretty intersting. And Graham's 2 kids are just so cute and adorable.

Sunday, December 9, 2007

walk walk walk


Met Nathalie and Ruby in Megamall today. It was such a tiring day. We walked for hours around the mall looking for something to buy but wasn't able to buy what we like.
I went there by bus and yeah it's another first time - my first time to go outside Makati by bus. I actually don't like taking the bus going there because of so many reasons - pollution, which includes noise pollution unlike when you take the MRT, which is more comfortable and heavy traffic.
Well, I was late on our meeting time...lol! My legs are painful for walking around the mall. I thought I could find some nice presents to buy there but haven't found something that caught my eyes.
Anyway, we had fun together and the best thing about hanging out with them is that they don't really whine about me.
We're planning to meet again on Sunday.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

finally

Finally, I was able to finish cleaning the room and putting things in order especially cleaning my closet.
My sister's coming home on Monday and don't wanna let her see how messy the room is... lol!
I'm just so excited to see her.


Went to Jollibee with my office friends last night (Mhyre and her bf, Ana, Sarah, AJ, Gina). Just thought of hanging out there for some time.
And I think the new guy in the office is really cute and he looks nice too. :-)

caught off guard

I was caught off guard when Shams (met her in e-baby and we're chatting now) asked me why most Filipino women work as domestice helper (her question was actually: "why most philipins women work as a service").
I was surprised. Are Filipinos known as domestic helper? It actually makes me sad when I know that there are some foreigners who looked down on Filipinos. They just don't know the sacrifices that those Filipino workers are going through.
Well, I'm still proud to be a Filipino and I know I should be.

Friday, December 7, 2007

early call

Called my student 10 minutes earlier than our scheduled time yesterday. Oh my! I was shocked when I looked at the schedule and tada! EARLY CALL! OMG!
What I did is I called him again and told him that there was something wrong with the schedule the reason why I called him up again. Well, he didn't sound happy! My God!
I should expect a claim today or next week! Darn it! I was out of my mind. I wonder why I overlooked it.
Yeah, it's my fault! Let them discover it. I don't know what alibi should I give. I'm kinda anxious thinking about it.
I guess I wasn't concentrating yesterday. My mind was occupied by other things.
I got a crush or should I say crushes in the office (oh so high school stuff!). But there's really this one guy in the office (he's actually new) whom I think looks nice. Well, I guess so!
Seen him these past few days but haven't caught his name. Well, I'm not the kind who would snoop around just to know information about him.
I just thought he's nice. Okay I guess he's kinda cute too. LOl! It's so high school huh... alright I know!
Susan is on leave today so might as well have some sub classes. Might spend some time with my office friends after shift.

Thursday, December 6, 2007

4 days to go...

Counting the days till my sister come home. Haven't seen her for two years and I'm pretty excited to see her on Monday.
She's actually one of the closest person in my life. She's such a wonderful person.
Sometimes I'm also worried about her love life... whoa... I mean she should have her own family now, a happy family but the thought of her getting married makes me sad too.
But I really want her to be happy and to find the right person for her. It actually scares me thinking that maybe one day and maybe the sooner she'll say that she's getting married... I don't know what to feel when that time comes.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

just thinking out loud again

I've been exchanging e-mails with this man of wisdom. I barely know him but it's nice having a wise and older person to talk to and to exchange e-mails with.
He's a father figure. He has two daughters but his older daughter passed away years ago.
Well, the thing is, the Internet can sometimes make you realize a lot of things. You'll meet different kinds of people... some are real and most are unreal.
Well, I guess somehow I found true people through the net.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

VL

I need to file my VL today. I have to and I need to. I don't know what will happen if they'll not allow my 5-day VL. Oh my! I just can't imagine it!

Monday, December 3, 2007

geeez

Need to have my ticket reservation as soon as possible. Oh my! The plane ticket now is just so expensive. But I have to go home for new year. I don't wanna spend my new year here. I'm not even sure if they will allow me to have a 5-day VL.
Oh my!

Sunday, December 2, 2007

I've realized...

Went to the mall this afternoon... am I a mall rat or something???.. nah...
Well, thought of looking for some present this Christmas but wasn't able to find something that they might like (it's really hard to look for the perfect Christmas present!)
THe mall was packed with people. Anyway, still have lots of time for Christmas shopping.
Well, thought of checking my inbox and was happy to see Violet's e-mail and got some pictures too from Hermann.
I've realized that a person can touch your life unexpectedly. Sometimes it turns out that the person you least expect is the one who will make a difference in your life and who will inspire you a big deal.
Just like what Violet had done to me. I didn't really like her before and thought she's a cold soul, lacking emotion and feelings but I'm so glad I'm completely wrong.
Never thought I'll be touched like this. She gave me this wondeful feeling of happiness ans inspiration.
I never really appreciate her that much when we're still having our phone class and I thought I'll be happy if I won't be talking with her anymore. Now it turned out that she's one of the few people who have actually inspired me.
I guess in this life, you'll never really know whom you'll meet and you'll never know how they will leave a mark in your life.

Saturday, December 1, 2007

from Violet


(above: Kim Dan Bi/Violet)
She may not be my favorite student but I was so touched when she said goodbye. I mean I never expect that she'll say goodbye because most of them just vanished without even saying that it would be our last class.
With her I learned something. Somehow I've realized my worth and the role that I played in her life. It may not be a big part but I'm happy to know that somehow I've touched her life.
I wasn't able to hold back my tears when I read her letter...
I know there were times that I wasn't nice to her but here she is inspiring me.

(from Kim Dan Bi/Violet 2007-11-29 )
Title : I will miss you a lot¢½.¢½

Teacher!
I will really really miss you...!
You are always kind to me and you teach me so well.
I'm so sad that I want to cry.
How can I express myself to you!

¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½¢½
TEACHER!
My mind is short of these hearts.¡Ã¨

*TOP SECRET : YOU are the BEST english TEACHER ever I met before!!!!!!!

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH and ALWAYS good luck!
I'll cross my finger for you¢½,¢½
I'll miss you a lot..................................................................¢½

the usual...

Just the usual Saturday... well maybe not really. After all I got up at 11 am. I was even so lazy to get up since no one is at home except me so I'm not bothered by the time. There was a sort of school event so my sister and her kids left home early for school. My brother didn't come home and I heard he went to attend a christening of his friend... hmmm... i don't know.. anyway the day just went on as usual... Went to Market Market before lunch since I can't stand the boredom here.
Chatted with my brother (Jun jun) and kidded him about my present.
Oh by the way, we're supposed to go out last night but I wasn't really feeling fine so I didn't come with them. Hopefully their not mad at me.
And the photo that we have submitted for yesterday's event was chosen as Best photo for Individual category. Well, the credit should go to all those who helped us, Mhyre and her friends.

Friday, November 30, 2007

curfew/ goodbye from Violet

It seemed like everyone was in alert level yesterday. I haven't caught the whole details of yesterday's news but what I heard and the text messages that I got were somehow alarming.Some were speculating about the possibility of coup d' etat.
After knowing that there's a curfew which will start at 12 midnight till 5 am, everyone in the office hurriedly went home after the shift.
Seemed like everything was okay on our way home. Nothing unusual or whatsoever... however I don't know what the place looked like at the strike of midnight.



Gov’t imposes curfew in Metro Manila, nearby provinces



By Michael Lim Ubac, Christine Avendaño, Alcuin Papa
Inquirer
Last updated 03:18am (Mla time) 11/30/2007


MANILA, Philippines -- In a move that brought back memories of Ferdinand Marcos’ harsh rule, Malacañang on Thursday night imposed a midnight-to-dawn curfew in Metro Manila and surrounding provinces, hours after repelling another challenge to President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo’s leadership.

Philippine National Police Director General Avelino Razon said the midnight-to-5 a.m. curfew would cover “all citizens,” except those responding to emergencies or who had valid reasons to be out of their homes during the night.

Interior Secretary Ronaldo Puno said at a press conference the curfew would be implemented in Metro Manila and all the provinces, municipalities and cities in Central Luzon (Region 3) and Southern Tagalog (Region 4-a).

“Hopefully the curfew will be limited overnight, (or) one day,” said Puno.

The late dictator Marcos imposed a nationwide curfew when he proclaimed martial law in September 1972.

Malacañang invoked the “police power of the state” and announced the curfew shortly after repulsing a fresh challenge to the Arroyo presidency hurled by Sen. Antonio Trillanes IV, Brig. Gen. Danilo Lim and their supporters, who had occupied portions of the Manila Peninsula hotel in Makati City.

Puno said members of the media would be allowed to venture out into the streets as long as they presented valid identification cards.

People who have no business being in the streets in the wee hours of the morning should stay indoors, and public transport should also stop plying their routes, he said.

But delivery trucks can continue their operations, as well as commercial establishments that operate at night.

“We won’t enter establishments. Our curfew is only in the streets,” Puno said.

He said the government resorted to the measure to allow authorities to eliminate residual threats following the Makati standoff.

Puno was optimistic that authorities could finish by Friday its investigation, including identifying those involved in the “rebellion,” so that there would not be any need to extend the curfew.

“I hope that this is to be the last time that we’re going to be having to do with situations like this,” he said.

Local curfews

Puno said that depending on the outcome of operations, the government might re-impose the curfew Friday night.

“But my hunch is the curfew would be only until today,” he said at a Palace briefing.

Puno said Ms Arroyo authorized the curfew after “we requested” for its imposition to allow the police to do its follow-up operations.

Puno and Justice Secretary Raul Gonzalez said local governments and even barangays (villages) could impose curfews in their areas.

“But because of the magnitude and scope (of the situation), it needs the authority of the President,” Gonzalez said.

He said the government’s move to impose the curfew was a “constitutional authority.”

Puno said the PNP had been directed to issue the curfew guidelines as he sought the cooperation of the public.

More checkpoints

The PNP, he said, will put up checkpoints in areas affected by the curfew and those found travelling during the curfew will be subjected to “serious scrutiny.”

“The curfew is for the safety of the citizens not to inconvenience them,” Puno said. At one point, he said the curfew was a “necessary inconvenience.”

He pledged that authorities would be “reasonable and respectful” and asked those who would be subjected to scrutiny to make sure they had proper identification and were not carrying weapons “because it would be an immediate reason for detention.”

Puno discouraged bus and other transport owners from operating during the curfew time.

Asked why the curfew was also imposed in the regions outside Metro Manila, Puno said this was because Regions 3 and 4a were “closely linked” to Metro Manila and that the police authorities wanted to ensure that “the entire Metro Manila is safe and sound.”
Message to the world

In a televised address, Ms Arroyo said in Filipino: “We have repeatedly proved to the world the stability of our democratic institutions and the strength of this government. Our strong Republic depends on a strong economy which the whole nation desires.”

Ms Arroyo congratulated police enforcers, with the help of the Armed Forces of the Philippines, for the speedy resolution of the Peninsula hotel crisis.

“I have ordered that all residual threats should be eliminated, so that the rule of law and and peace and order can be effectively implemented,” said Ms Arroyo.

Act of rebellion

Puno and Gonzalez described the Trillanes-Lim action as a “rebellion.”

Ms Arroyo said no one should doubt the government’s resolve to implement the rule of law.

“The prosecution of rebel soldiers will be pursued until its conclusion according to law,” she said.

She disclosed that more charges were being readied against the rebel soldiers, among others.

Strangers in the night

Malacañang had insisted on ending the Peninsula standoff before nightfall.

“There are strangers in the night,” Gonzalez quipped.

Gonzalez said it was a situation that “could ripen to a serious case” and that the Palace did not want this situation to escalate.

Gonzalez told reporters that Trillanes and Lim went to the hotel to “generate public support” so as to eventually get support from the military “because no military action can win without public support.”

He said that Trillanes and Lim’s actions were connected with Friday’s planned mass protest actions by the militant Kilusang Makabansang Ekonomista, which had called on the people to turn their back against the “morally bankrupt government.”

Gonzalez said the government did not want the situation “to escalate.”

Others involved

National Security Adviser Norberto Gonzales revealed he had received intelligence reports about a plan by “certain elements still entertaining” the idea of destabilizing the government.

Gonzales said these elements did not want to wait for the presidential election in 2010 and had planned to take action “this week.”

Among those said to be taking part in this alleged new destabilization attempt was Trillanes and that those involved numbered 15-20 individuals, including some “surprising names,” he said.

Asked who these surprising names were, Gonzales said he didn’t want to identify them but these were “decent people” and that they were not identified with either the government or the opposition.

He said Trillanes and Lim’s actions were “organized” and “planned.”

Caught off guard

“I feel bad about this. I might have failed to appreciate the significance of the (intelligence) report,” Gonzales said.

Asked why he did not take the report seriously, Gonzales said it was because it seemed unbelievable that a new destabilization attempt would be launched against the government when political parties were now holding conventions and preparing for the 2010 presidential campaign.

Although caught off-guard by the Trillanes-Lim action, Malacañang tried to downplay it. But they warned that the government would apply the full force of the law if the situation deteriorated.

“Let me just say we have faced a more serious situation before which we handled successfully,” said Press Secretary Ignacio Bunye.

“The President appeared very cool and calm as she issued her directives,” Bunye said.

To prove that Ms Arroyo was convinced that authorities could contain the incident, Bunye said her official visit to Spain and United Kingdom from Dec. 2 to 7 would push through.

“That’s how confident we are,” Bunye said.

Visit cut short

Ms Arroyo had abruptly cut short her trip to Laguna province and hurried back to Malacañang by helicopter on learning of the Peninsula incident.

Ms Arroyo had just finished her speech at a security summit at Villa Escudero in San Pablo City, announcing to her audience that she was heading next for the nearby Franklin Baker plant.

She never got to inspect the plant.

As her convoy was driving to the plant, news of the Peninsula incident broke.


goodbye from Violet


Yesterday my student, Violet said goodbye for our last phone class. I wasn't expecting it and I wasn't able to hold back my tears. I was touched by her farewell. We're not close and I thought she's kinda cold and a know-it-all but maybe this kid just need understanding. Maybe I found at least a purpose in my work. I'm glad by the experience that I got in this kind of job. Maybe somehow I've touched a life of someone.
Anyway, life's like that. People come and go and I guess the best that we can do is enjoy the journey and the moment spend with people we meet along the way.
I know deep down inside I'm grateful for knowing her. Maybe she's one of the people whom I met along the way whom I won't forget.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

wanna sleep more

Whatta rainy Thursday morning. Wanna sleep more today but I just can't. Got a job to do... well, at least I'm not feeling that lazy...
I really don't feel like going out tomorrow...

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

time flies by

It's Wednesday already. I guess time flies so swiftly these days. There were also times when I felt that days are passing so slowly. Well, I guess there's so much to look forward to this December.
My sister is coming home in a few weeks. And I just can't wait to go home too. Been having all these dreams about home. Maybe I'm just excited to go home.
And by the way, I don't feel like getting the part-time job that I used to think about. I guess it will start this December and now I don't feel like continuing it... well, haven't even started it yet.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

in his eyes

Ah... ever met a stranger and happened to have an eye contact with him/her for a second? I did.
I thought he's cute so before I get off the jeep I look at him and I was kinda embarrassed for looking at him straight in his eyes... lol

Monday, November 26, 2007

Getting over him...

Darn it! It's really so silly. I thought I've gotten over him. I don't understand him. I don't know what kind of game he's playing. Why is it so hard to tell what's real and what's not. Oh my!
Huh! I really don't know. Maybe it would be easier if he will just stop all these things. It's kinda crazy. Well, it's not only women who are hard to understand but men are also so difficult to define and could be childish too.
Well, the thing is maybe I still care for him. Maybe he still holds a special place in my heart. Oh yeah, I know it's stupid and silly. ***sigh*** Oh my!
Anyway, whatever...silly!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

shopping

Went shopping in Market Market today. My! Seems like everyone is shopping already for Christmas. Lots of discounts and stuff like that.
I'm just glad I decided to shop there. Bought a pair of red sneakers and some tops. I just love it.
Who doesn't like it anyway?
Well, I admit, I enjoy shopping. I like it. Well, it's a girl thing! :-)

Saturday, November 24, 2007

lazy and boring Saturday

Alright so I didn't do much this day. Just did some chores and surfed the net (I'm also getting bored doing it but there's not much to do.) Can't even get out of the house so I just slept in the afternoon. How I love to sleep in the afternoon but it doesn't make me feel good when I woke up like around 4 or 5 pm because it gives me a gloomy feeling.
Now, I figured out why I'm often out on Saturdays and Sundays.
Glad to call at home tonight. I'm looking forward to spend my new year at home.

Friday, November 23, 2007

It's Friday Again

Well not much to write here. Just one more week to go and it will be Decemeber. WEll, I'm actually glad that it's Friday. Thank God it's Friday!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

in-laws

Yesterday just went on as usual. Got so tired from work and it rained at night. We were kinda soaked in the rain but that's okay. Well nothing much happened then. Just got a call from my brother-in-law yesterday and it's nice of him to keep in touch with us once in a while. So funny to know he's helping me find a boyfriend (not that I'm really looking for one...lol). oh, well...
I have two brothers-in-law and also two sisters-in-law. Well,they are nice people.=)

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Just my luck!

I was about to return the dvd that I borrowed from Ana and when I entered the building, the guard who checked my bag said I brought something that is not allowed inside the building. At first I thought he was just kidding because I knew that I haven't brought anything illegal or what... whatta heck and then he pointed at the DVD I still thought he's kidding and that he's thinking that here's-another-girlie-movie. Then I remember the memo about using the not-original software which include DVD. I was "Oh My Gd! Darn it, Geleen". I gave them the dvd and glad that Ana told me not to bother about it and that I don't need to get that darn Just my luck dvd!
Well, just my luck! Darn it!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Another Tuesday!

Got this dream last night wherein I saw my high school classmates... well, it's not that I'm a believer of dreams or whatsoever... anyway, it wasn't anything special.
Seems like it's going to rain. Glad to call at home today. At least I get reconnected with them again.

Monday, November 19, 2007

odd feeling

Just woke up feeling a bit odd this morning. I have this odd feeling that I just can't explain... a feeling of loneliness perhaps or maybe incompleteness or could be longing. Sometimes I wonder what kind of person I became. Haven't kept in touch at home lately and it just gives me this sad feeling.
I guess communication is really important. My! I love my family and I just feel bad because lately it makes me feel that I've walked away from them... am I being so selfish?
I don't know what to do. Sometimes I'm being cynical too. Oh, I hate it.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

The Devil Wears Prada


Haven't seen this movie on big screen (seen it in HBO or maybe it was in Star Movies). Sometimes in life, we need to stand on what we believe in but there are instances where in we turned our back to it and it is there where in we realized that we are wrong and experience gives us a lesson to learn. Life again gives us a second chance to right the wrong.
Also, no matter how rich or successful a person is there's still something missing in his or her life.
I guess what also matter is that at the end of the day or even if you are alone, you can be contented and be happy coz you know that you don't have to pretend that you're happy in front of the crowd.

new way

Went to Landmark this afternoon to buy some stuff and a body bag(ha ha). Had a hard time looking for the new terminal and I was like moving in circle. Anyway, it somehow makes me feel glad when I'm taking a new route because I'm learning something.
Now, I'm not scared to get lost anymore.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

photo shoots...



Met Mhyre and Susan (in Ali Mall) today for a photo shoot that we need to do for our activity in the office. I guess it was really cool. Our theme is 'Rock Star'. We dropped by first at the apartment of Mhyre's sis. She did the make up for us and then headed back to Ali Mall where we had our picture taking at the studio of Mhyre's friend. I guess the output was pretty cool.
Anyway, today was pretty tiring since I went to Pasay in the morning before meeting my friends. Hmm...my second time to ride the MRT by myself and Im pretty proud of it coz I'm more courageous now to go to other places without being scared of getting lost. It feels good and I'm enjoying the MRT ride... lol!
Before going home, Susan and I dropped by first in SM and I bought this t-shirt with my zodiac sign... I wanted to buy it before but I didn't so I was just glad to buy it and also bought this nice dress... well not really nice, just okay.. ha ha

Friday, November 16, 2007

Meet Joe Black

I've heard about this movie before but haven't really known the plot of the movie. Well, I haven't seen the beginning of the movie and I don't really have a hunch about the role of Joe Black so my mind was battling what he really is... well it's a fantasy movie...
Anyway, it was a pretty nice.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Taking it to the limit...

It's a rainy Thursday morning. It's making me so lazy to get up... I just wanna sleep the whole day. I don't know if this is a good sign or not... what I'm talking about is the part-time job that I agreed to take yesterday. It will start on Monday and that's from 8 in the morning till 12 noon. I was so excited the moment I heard about it but after few hours it made me think again and till now I'm having a second thought. Of course I can back out but I don't think it will be a very good option. The only thing why I'm having a second thought about the part-time job is because I need to get up early (which, I just hate to do). Anyway, it will be for a month only. I just hope I can handle it. Oh my God! I can't imagine waking up at 6 in the morning (not especially if it's raining and all you wanna do is stay in bed the whole day!)
Maybe I should look at the bright side. It might be a good opportunity and experience too.
I really hope I will not get lazy to wake up so early and I hope I will not get sleepy. Anyway, the money that I'll be earning is not big and it doesn't really entices me.
Well the problem with me is sometimes I get too excited easily and my spirit soars high and I immediately end up smashing on the ground... oh my God!
Anyway, I can do it. It's just for a month. It will be different. So beginning on Monday, no more watching late night shows(HBO/Star Movies), gotta force myself to sleep after coming home from the office. I gotta deal with only having 5 hours of sleep... oh my!
I must be asleep at 1 am and get up at 6am! whoa.... **sigh*** I guess I need to be responsible in dealing with the decisions that I made. Anyway, I'm sure I'll be learning something from it!
Till then...

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

nah

It's Wednesday once again. Nothing new, nothing special. Maybe this would be another ordinary and usual day of my life... just maybe... Anyway, my day hasn't officially started yet. Got this dream last night about my friends in high school and I wonder why I saw them in my dream.
Darn... I think I'm starting to miss someone... darn I miss him again... Oh my! I guess there are just some things in life that will remain distant and maybe you'll never have... ** sigh***
I've been really wondering about my life... like what I always do. I just feel so lost. What am I gonna do? I hope next year I will have a hint on what to do. It's just so hard not knowing what you really want. I guess my friend is right, I gotta focus on one thing - but how can I? I don't know what that one thing is. You see there are just so many things that I wanna do - I wanna learn French and Spanish, I'm still thinking if I should pursue a career in I.T/ computer related field, I want to study psychology too... darn there are just so many and I don't know where to start. I feel like I'm running out of time. I know I should start now, start somewhere else maybe.... My!
But I guess my biggest dream is to work with UN especially in improving the lives of children and women. I wonder if I'll ever have a chance to do it.
=(

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I hate Tuesday

For some reasons I just hate Tuesdays. How I wish I can just escape this day.
Anyway, today is my sister-in-law's birthday!

Monday, November 12, 2007

friends


(top)Anna, Arlina, myself, AJ



Before Sunset


Oh My! Whatta movie. Got all this mixed emotion when I was watching this movie. I've been really looking forward to watch it after seeing Before SUnrise hoping they will be reunited once again and just like any love story that we always wanted - they live happily... bt of course just like in real life, things don't always work out as we have planned or as what we wanted it to be... so sad...
How I wish it's still them till the end but then well that's the reality of life. I still like BEfore Sunrise well it's because it's more romantic and maybe full of promises of a happy and beautiful future.
I felt sad on how the story ended... well I guess some stories just don't have a happy ending... and still some just have a vague ending (well not really ending)that's the reality... that's what life sometimes is.