It's Gonna Make Sense - MLTR

I love this song. My current favorite. I heard it first in Pinoy Big Brother Double Up and I thought it was lovely. I love it.

Life comes in many shapes
You think you know what you got
until it changes

And life will take you high and low
you gotta learn how to walk
and then which way to go

Every choice you make
when you're lost
Every step you take
has its cause

[Chorus:]
After you clear your eyes
you'll see the light
somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
you'll feel the sun comes
and though it seems your
sorrow never ends
someday its gonna make sense

Tears you shed are all the same
when you laughed 'till you cried
or broken down in pain

All the hours you have
spent in the past
worrying about
a thing that didn't last

Everything you saw
played a part
in everything you are
in your heart

checking the xmas hat

I'm not self-centered it just happened that the only person willing to have her picture taken is... me.

our little indian

missy missing

I miss this site. I miss writing stuff here. I don't often go to this site lately especially when I'm here at home. Well it's because I don't miss a lot of things here. But I miss working now. I miss going to the office. I miss my job.

have to make this project for my nephew

out for lunch

a good morning

It was a peaceful morning in spite of the bad weather that we're supposed to experience - heavy rain and strong wind. Anyway we don't have any storm signal so that explains it, just a not-so-sunny-day. I brought my niece with me and off we went to the beach. It was terrible to see the garbage that was scattered on the shoreline - dried twigs (which I think is just typical), plastics were scattered here and there.
There were these two kids who were enjoying playing on the sand. I asked the little girl (Ella - I've known her before) what she's doing and she told me that she's making a pool. A swimming pool that's what she said if I'm not mistaken, which looks more like a tiny well for me.
It was quite a beautiful morning in spite of the scraps that were scattered. I think the sea has some charm that despite of the mess in this world it can still give you that serenity deep inside. With the wind blowing and the sound of the waves breaking as it approaches the shoreline I'm still thankful for the world where I am in.




It rained a few minutes after we left the beach and my niece and I felt soaking in the rain.

lying on the sand

the rose

Sage's 3rd bday

one cozy afternoon

this time a month ago

It's been a month ago since my appendectomy. It was a terrible experience. The many of my firsts. My first time to b really admitted in the hospital. My first time to have a major surgery. I was scared when I found out that I have appendicitis. Of course it's a big deal to me.
When I was holding my ultrasound result stating that I have ruptured appendicitis I even made myself believe that it's not true that I was not seeing those words there. I still remember how my sister and my mother told me to pack my things and we'll go to the hospital. They had a bit of a difficult time convincing me to go. I admit that I even expect for a miracle even when I was lying in the emergency room waiting to have my surgery scheduled at 5pm. I kept on hoping that the doctor was not right that there was just something wrong. I even had a little argument with the nurse and the doctor. I told them to double check it,telling them all those "what ifs" that i can think of but finally my surgeon told me that I need to have a surgery immediately. And so there it goes.
I'm scared of hospital and worst being the patient. I covered my eyes as they brought me to the surgery room and didn't dare to look at the place.
It was difficult especially after the operation. I didn't have water even a sip of it for 24 hours and I felt that a drop of it would be like heaven.
I'm so thankful for my family cos they were all there for me. They took turn looking after me.

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sage

in the field