SWA (Scopeworks Asia)

Another chapter is over and a new one is about to begin. Even if my stay in SWA was so short but I had fun and I enjoyed my stay there. Right from the training until my last day was a good one. There maybe some not so good times (which I believe is inevitable) but the experience working there and the good friends that I left there as well as the memories are all worth it.
I admit that I somehow regret leaving my job there but I'm hoping everything will be ok.
I will miss the "spice girls", our "barkada" break and dinner. I will miss Net's jokes (though it's corny at times hahaha). I will miss Cel's story telling. Good thing she has a lot of stories and experiences to share while killing time during idle hours. I will miss MJ's wisdom. I bet she's a wide reader. I will miss Ressi's enthusiasm. And of course Mara's "husky" voice. I was lucky to have nice team mates and team leader.
Too bad I will not see Mr Cute guy (C,J). I like his eyes. He has a pretty face actually.
So anyway I'll be going home in a few hours. My flight is at 6:00am and I gotta leave at 3am. My brother will accompany me to the airport. And I'm excited to see my niece, Sage and of course my family back there. I hope my mother and I will not have any skirmish because of this leech!
Anyway hope everything will be alright.
Till then... I hope I can start on June 15th in Convergys even if I haven't submitted my requirements yet. Well till then.

last day in SWA

Today is my last day in Scopeworks. I feel sad leaving my job but I have to stand on the decision that I made. One of my team mates (the cute guy in our team, my so-called crush) asked why I'm leaving and asked me if he can have my ID (for remembrance? if only i can give it to him -ahem-) but of course I can't give it to him cos I need to surrender it back. I kinda like him actually. Anyway no big deal. I guess I don't mean anything to him. That's ok. He's still cute though. :D
If only I didn't resign then I will be assigned to GB account. I even got UK queue I guess from 7:30pm until the end of my shift the reason why no messages were coming to my account. So I just sat, did nothing but wait for the end of the shift.

don't wanna think about tomorrow

Gosh there seem like so many things that's going on in my mind right now but I just can't explain those things. Feelings and emotions that I'm trying to avoid because they confuse me and darn it.
I miss someone today. There was this guy in the office which I just happen to only notice today a.k.a "Edward" yeah he can be the version of Edward you know the vampire guy from Twilight but actually he more like reminds me of Kalil. He's cute. Now I miss him. Silly me. I wonder how he is right now. I do miss him. I wonder if he'll ever get in touch, most probably not anymore. He has no reason to.
My life is pretty dull but it's not that bad just boring and plain.
I sometimes wonder what I am here for. Don't we exist for a purpose? What am I here for?
I somehow stopped thinking about the future. Just wanna live the present. But isn't it important to think of the future too? But then it's uncertain and what if today is just the end of my day? No more tomorrow or future... but I guess both still exist. Ah whatever...
I'm a wandering soul...