a little bit of something new in my life...

Sometimes I get to this point where I feel kinda tired of living...losing hope and getting tired of what's going on around. But I'm still glad that somehow I get back to my senses. Anyway, I never thought of taking my own life. It's stupid.
I guess no matter how frustrating and tiring life can be, there are still so many things to be grateful and happy about. If at the moment, things are not going well, don't fuss over life's grievances. Maybe things are not as bad as it seems.
Anyway, today wasn't a bad day for me. Had a job orientation with Scopeworks Asia in Allied Bank Building. I think this is gonna be a new experience for me. Training will start on Monday from 2pm-10 pm.

the hunt continues...

Applied in SW.A. It was fun applying there and the exam was more challenging than in e-TC.
Will know the result real soon maybe before this week ends...hopefully.
Ah, I wonder why I didn't get a call from e-telec... not that I really care about it, I'm just wondering. I wanna know why I wasn't considered. I just can't think of a reasonable reason actually.
Anyway, it's okay though.
I'm still happy today.

exam and interview

-exam and interview in e-telecare
-guess everything just went fine
-will learn the result tomorrow

just a thought

Change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains at dawn, and it comes like a stealthy perfume of wildflowers hidden in the grass.

- Onetreehill

hate that witch!

I don't hate my brother, I'm just angry at him for asking me to like his girlfriend or for asking me to talk to Nikka. It just makes me hate her. Witch!!!
I hate that witch for making petty things a big deal! Darn her!
I don't want to talk to him right now nor text him. I wanted to tell him why I don't like his girlfriend. Can I just tell him that, "Hey, bro! I hate your girlfriend's guts!" But you see I don't wanna say something that might hurt him. As much as possible I just want to shut up if there's nothing good that I can say. Sometimes, it still holds true that you say it best when you say nothing at all.
I don't want to get carried away by my emotion.

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Feeling better now at the end of writing this blog

job fair

Went on a job fair in SM megamall. I wasn't surprise to see hundreds of people there checking jobs and applying for it.
I thought this is what life is. You have to find your way amidst the crowd and long line. No space for the weak and feeble.
I found myself smiling because for the first time, I went there all by myself, without no one to turn to. No big deal though.
I thought of giving it a try.
I was happy about it.
[o@tm]

just a blah blah blah

It's been quite sometime since I last turned to this page. I just get too lazy sometimes and just don't feel like writing... anyway...
Just a while ago, I was thinking how tiring life is (umm..that's why I don't like updating my blog because most of the stuff that I right are so dreary)... anyway, I'm still holding on to life. I don't want to think much about life and stuff because the more I think about it, the more I get confused and lost.

hanging out

Met my friend, Christine today. Glad I had a good reason to leave home. Went to her boarding house and hang out there. Watched dvd, 27 dresses.
Had our lunch in Landmark.
She’s spending the night here in our house. I’m glad about it.

[O@tm]

sadness and frustration

Went to the airport. Sad day. I tried to hold back my tears as I watched them walked away. I know they feel sad too.
Went to ILDAEIL in the afternoon hoping I can get my back pay but unfortunately, Miss Joy gave me this darn reason. Need to follow it up next week. Darn it!
I was glad to see some old faces there. Spent few minutes talking to Ginapie.

[o@tm]

still thankful

Ging and Junjun are spending the night here. Their flight to Bahrain is tomorrow.
Ging gave me this book, Amazing Grace by Danielle Steel.

[o@tm]

wish the day wouldn't end

I was glad to wake up here in Angono. We had our brunch then headed to Makati to get some stuff. Went to megamall again; Ging-ging bought some “pasalubongs” (presents) for her friends back in Bahrain.
Had our snacks and met her relatives there. We then watched Transporter, which we did enjoy.
Hailed a taxi and went home a bit late.
I had fun today

here again

Arrived in Manila after almost 20 hours of headache-giving trip. Arrived in Makati at around 2 am. The trip in the ship was terrible that I threw up.
Went to my brother’s (Tony)home in Angono before lunch and after spending some time there we headed to my other brother’s (JunJun) home, which is like a less than 30-minute away.
I like it there because I feel at home whenever Junjun and Ging (my sister-in-law) are around.
We then went to megamall in the afternoon. They bought this really nice oven, which my sister-in-law longs. I’m happy that she got it. We met my brother’s (Cyrus) friend there too and had dinner at Chowking then headed back to my brother’s (JunJun) home.
I’m so glad I’m spending the night in their house because I can get away even for some time in Makati.
Got a peaceful day today.

[o@tm]

leaving for Manila again

(boarded the bus at 6:30)
Leaving Manila by RORO.
I’ve been trying to hold back my tears. I guess it’s always that same old feeling that I feel whenever I leave home. I didn’t give much thought about this date because I hate to face this horrible feeling,
I hugged my mother last night while I lay down beside her. It always gives me that homey feeling whenever she’s around. I will miss home so much.
But I know I have to leave somehow. I have to learn something in life.
Feeling so sad.

[o@tm]